If You Only Knew

If you only knew
I’m hanging by a thread
The web I spin for you
If you only knew
I’d sacrifice my beating heart
before I’d lose you
I still hold onto the letters you returned
I swear I’ve lived and learned

It’s 4:03 and I can’t sleep
Without you next to me
I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight
Bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe in is you
If you only knew..

If you only knew
How many times I counted
All the words that went wrong
If you only knew
How I refuse to let you go,
Even when you’re gone
I don’t regret any days I spent,
Nights we shared,
Or letters that I sent

It’s 4:03 and I can’t sleep
Without you next to me
I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight
Bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe in is you
I still believe in you
Oh, if you only knew…